I have had this cloud over my head for many years, For me trying to express my self with words, writing them in a order that combined, makes sense has been a fatiguing often daunting experience. While the rest of the world was schooling themselves with this art sentence structure, I was developing a peak performance mindset. Two skills, one I wish I had, and one you wish you had. Tale the the two lawns, grass is greener on the other side. The vastly educated engineer would want nothing more to feel the ride of a “peak performance” moment. Where all the courage in the world shows up transforms trying into relentless attack on execution. Athletes dream in the opposite. Putting pen to paper to extract this valuable resource. “I can show you” if you could just understand.
For so many years after I was an athlete, I tried desperately to create content and unload my life experience into a format anyone would understand. I seriously felt like I was caught in a bubble speaking a language no body understands. I have incredible ideas a mind built for making the impossible, possible.
The simple task of posting a comment on social media to get feedback would get mis interrupted and more often than not doesn't get me the answers I am looking for. You just want to scream!!!!
The more I tried to speak clearly and enter into an effective conversation would end with a hollow shell of wasted time. It was gutting, like swinging a bat at a ball that’s right in from of me. I see it… I put the bat to the ball and it still misses. Do you know that feeling.